Day 5

SO! i’m pretty drunk right now. jesus christ. i would love a cigarette right now. mannnnnnnn. fuccccccckkkK! i was/am following the advice in the book “freedom from nicotine” but it is fucking a test! i decided to drink. so am pretty drunk. it feels nice to tastethe alcohol but at the same time i fucking miss just going out there and sucking the smoke into my lungs! but i also don’t want lung cancer! i think it is time to derobe so that i can’t/won’t go outside.

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